such food for thought. 

no you’re not weird. you’re basically describing my life in jc. i didn’t really talk to my classmates, i like them fine but i didn’t have the energy to sustain superficial conversations. not because they were superficial but because, i guess friendships always begin with these introductions as we sift for ones who fit us best). i also, dislike group conversations. they are rarely meaningful. even with my friends, the moment the group gets bigger than three or four, we start talking about inane things and i get quiet. i’d rather be alone than to try to squash myself into a conversation i don’t want to partake in. and, so what if you’re antisocial if these people don’t mean anything to you. it’s not like you hate them, it’s a passive/neutral attitude. eventually you’ll gravitate towards the people who will become your closer friends. i hope you feel better knowing you’re not alone feeling this way x