January 2010
7 posts
cos we lost it all & we cant go back
well, i guess there’s a reason why misunderstandings arose from my previously, not very well hidden blog. maybe thats why i am becoming more and more cryptic in my emo posts now. “because no matter how long time has passed and nullified the after-effects, some things are important, and i want you to know that you were greatly under-valued then”. “教书是良心工作“ ”良心?...
Jan 10th
have just managed to make 2 tchrs upset w me today. argh is this how stress is like. shit. but i will go all out to help, if im asked. actl. stop thinking that the world is perfect.
Jan 8th
f-
is this how it feels like to be stressed? but i realise, i dont really like to seek help from others what does it show about me thanks for you i wish i could be a nanyang girl forever and ever and well, im glad things changed. thank you for remembering me :)
Jan 8th
You can criticise me and I will accept it if I think you are right. :) I am glad I have changed for the better, in this sense at least. But ultimately its still a little sad to see what you’ve lost and you’ve consciously chose to lose. my chinese! ‘effectively bilingual’ ya sure. mr low ): long broken convoluted sentences. ya broken hearts. of hearts and minds i want...
Jan 7th
nanyang pride:) I LOVE NANYANG:) actions speak louder than words
Jan 7th
责无旁贷 包括你的不可爱
when i grow up, i want to call my children: qianqian xiao le you know its funny. i have always desperately wanted an english name when i was young and i’ll name myself after all the characters i like in storybooks etc. amy, elizabeth, hermione etc. but after all these years i have come to realise that many dialect-transliterated names are still the best after all. they are an endangered...
Jan 6th
autumn's concerto
well, whats the use of apologising when the damage is done anyway. but thanks. because u make me feel that theres hope in the world, still. what should a teacher be. i miss teachers like mr low and ji laoshi. and lin yao xiang. being quiet. well, better to be a pretty wallpaper than a sore thumb. private 409 joke. i miss 409, too. talking to you that day, seeing the graces07 video spammed...
Jan 5th